Urtikaria (Pengalaman)

Pengertian

Urtikaria atau yang biasa dikenal dengan sebutan Hives, Gatal-gatal, Kaligata, Biduran dalam istilah kedokteran. Adalah penyakit dimana timbul bentol-bentol dengan warna kemerahan dan disertai dengan rasa gatal yang amat mengganggu. Penyakit ini umumnya dapat terjadi selama beberapa menit hingga beberapa hari. Setelah aku searching-searching google apa penyebab panyakit ini, sebagian menyatakan dikarenakan alergi, dan sebagian lainnya menyatakan Biduran bisa datang tanpa permisi dan tak kenal waktu, dapat terjadi di bagian tubuh mana saja dengan bentuk dan ukuran yang beraneka ragam. 

Umumnya tidak berbahaya dan tidak meninggalkan bekas, namun biduran bisa saja menjadi penyakit serius bila bersamaan dengan angioedema (urtikaria yang mengenai lapisan bawah kulit dan mukosa), karena jika terkena saluran nafas bisa menyebabkan sulit bernafas sehingga menyebabkan kematian. Sekitar 40% penderita urtikaria kronis akan menderita angioedema. Sekitar 10-25% orang pernah mengalami biduran, paling tidak sekali dalam hidupnya. Biduran akut lebih sering terjadi pada anak muda, umumnya laki-laki lebih sering dari perempuan. Sedangkan biduran kronik lebih sering pada wanita usia pertengahan (60%).

Kalau menurut sejarah kesehatan aku sendiri, aku ga punya alergi apapun, entah penyakit ini udah menyerang selama 2 kali :

1. Terkena saat SMP kelas 9

2. Terkena saat SMK kelas 12 

Buat yang sedang mengalami Biduran, tenang aja jangan panik, karena penyakit ini umumnya hanya sesaat dan tidak berlangsung lama, hanya saja rasa gatal yang ditimnulkan agak sedikit mengganggu aktifitas. Setelah itu kulit yang bentol-bentol dan kemerahan akan kembali normal seperti biasa.

            Kalau untuk obatnya, aku minum obat CTM, bisa beli di apotik. Harga murah dan terjangkau.

Ini bagian kaki aku waktu terkena Urtikaria

p.s : warna putih yang ada di kaki adalah bedak untuk menghilangkan rasa gatal (Herocyn)

life is like a song

I almost hate letting people into my life because they always leave.

silly little girl

Silly little girl

Don’t fool yourself

They’ve seen your scars

They just don’t want to help

But little do they know

How much could change

With three little words

“are you okay?”

that friend

I’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. 
I’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. 
I’m that friend that gets left behind when I asked for them to wait for me. 
I’m that friend that doesn't get invited to hang out alot.
I’m that friend that if I want to go to the mall or some place with a friend I have to be the one to invite the people to make sure I get included.
I’ll always be that friend.

Love is so funny

Love is so funny when you get hurt and you’re starting to laugh
just standing alone now figuring why everything was going so fast
and all you’ve wanted was someone and love will take care for the rest
like I can do…like I want to…for so long…

Love is a puzzle and all you need is someone just to figure it out
don’t look away babe cause u know I always be willing to try

Me

It's me

That's why

“You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love sun, but you seek shelter when it is shining. You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your windows. So that's why I'm scared when you say you love me.”

ME

Who Am I

Don't Judge

Pencil x Eraser

Laura Story - Blessings

Laura Story - Blessings 

 

 

We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering

All the while You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

What if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough

And all the while You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

And what if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

When friends betray us, when darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
It's not our home

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst
This world can't satisfy?

And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise?

I've Learned

I have learned- 
that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

I’ve learned-
that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned-
that it’s not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned-
that you should never ruin an apology with an excuse.

I’ve learned-
that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned-
that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do.

I’ve learned-
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I’ve learned-
that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I’ve learned-
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I’ve learned-
that you can keep going long after you can’t.

I’ve learned-
that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I’ve learned-
that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I’ve learned-
that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I’ve learned-
that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I’ve learned-
that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I’ve learned-
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I’ve learned-
that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned-
that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned-
that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned-
that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I’ve learned-
that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I’ve learned-
that your family won’t always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren’t related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren’t biological.

I’ve learned-
that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you are to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned-
that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I’ve learned-
that a rich person is not the one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.

I’ve learned-
that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned-
that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I’ve learned-
that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I’ve learned-
that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

I’ve learned-
that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned-
that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I’ve learned-
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I’ve learned-
that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings, and standing up for what you believe.

I’ve learned-
that people will forget what you said, and people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

 

 

Give up

“Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that’s true strength.”

The life of pencil

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box.

“There are 5 things you need to know,” he told the pencil, “Before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be.”

One: “You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone’s hand.”

Two: “You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you’ll need itto become a better
pencil.”

Three: “You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.”

Four: “The most important part of you will always be what`s inside.”

And Five: “On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write.”

The reason why............ Love is Blind

One day, Madness and Love decided to play hide and seek. 
 
Madness decided to be the first to count, as he was counting, Love can`t decide where to hide. 
 
So at the last second, she threw herself at the rose bush. 
Madness searched but can`t find Love anywhere. 
So in frustration, he thrust a spear into the rose bushes. 
 
Surprised to find blood, he looked further and found Love`s eyes mixed with blood and tears. 
 
He cried, and promised Love that he`ll be her eyes forever.
 
From then on, Love was blind, accompanied with Madness.

A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said “I don’t think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat.”

"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.

"No", she replied. "He’s out."

"Then we cannot come in", they replied.

In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.

"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"

The woman went out and invited the men in”

"We do not go into a House together," they replied.

"Why is that?" she asked.

One of the old men explained: “His name is Wealth,” he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, “He is Success, and I am Love.” Then he added, “Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home.”

The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. “How nice!!”, he said. “Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!”

His wife disagreed. “My dear, why don’t we invite Success?”

Their daughter was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: “Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!”

"Let us heed our daughter’s advice," said the husband to his wife.

"Go out and invite Love to be our guest."

The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, “Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest.”

Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: “I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?”

The old men replied together: “If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would’ve stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!”

See my friend..
Love first.

The Angels

THE ANGEL
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. One day the child asked God, 

 

“They tell me you are going to send me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?” 

 

God replied, “Among the many angels I have chosen one for you. She will be waiting foryou and will take care of you.”

 

Said child, “But tell me here in Heaven I don’t do anything else but sing and smile. That’s what I need to be happy!” 

 

God replied, “Your angel will sing for you every day. And you will feel your
angel’s love and be happy.”

 

And, said the child, “How am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don’t know the language that men talk?” 

 

“That’s easy”, God said, “Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.” The child looked up at God saying, 

 

“And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?” God smiled at the child saying, “Your angel will teach you how to pray.”

 

The child said, “I’ve heard on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me?”

 

God replied, “Your angel will defend you, even if it means risking life!”

 

The child looked sad, saying, “But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.” 

 

God replied, “Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you.”

 

 At that moment there was much peace in Heaven,

but voices from earth could already be heard.

The child in a hurry, asked softly, “Oh God, if I am about to leave now please tell me my angel’s name!” 

 

God replied, Your angel’s name is of no importance… you will simply call her MOTHER!

Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge,
and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island
would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When
the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.

Love said, 
“Richness, can you take me with you?”

Richness answered, 
“No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here
for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. 
“Vanity, please help me!”

“I can’t help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” 
Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, 
“Sadness, let me go with you.”

“Oh … Love, I am so sad that 
I need to be by myself!”

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even
hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, 
“Come, Love, I will take you.”

It was an elder.

So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were
going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went his own way.

Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, 
“Who helped me?”

“It was Time,” Knowledge answered.

“Time?” 
asked Love. 
“But why did Time help me?”

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and
answered,

“Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”

P.U.S.H

When everything seems to go wrong ……………………………. just P.U.S.H!

When the job gets you down ……………………………………….. just P.U.S.H!

When people don’t react the way you think they should … just P.U.S.H!

When your money is “gone” and the bills are due …………. just P.U.S.H!

When people just don’t understand you ………………………. just P.U.S.H!

P + U + S + H = Pray + Until + Something + Happens

Christina Aguilera - Beautiful

[Spoken]
Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly it's hard to breathe.
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed.

I am beautiful no matter what they say.
Words can't bring me down.
I am beautiful in every single way.
Yes, words can't bring me down... Oh no.
So don't you bring me down today.

To all your friends you're delirious,
So consumed in all your doom.
Trying hard to fill the emptiness.
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone.
is that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down....oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
(and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(the sun will always, always shine)
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, no, no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today

Oh, yeah, don't you bring me down today, yeah, ooh
Don't you bring me down ooh... today

Most Beautiful Heart

One day, a man was standing in the middle of the town, proclaiming that he has the most beautiful heart in the village.

People there gathered and see his heart and see that its perfect. No flaws or scars. They agree that its the most beautiful heart.

Suddenly an old man came to him and said, “young man, ur heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.”

The old man show his heart. And people see there are scars in it. And many holes. Some holes is filled with pieces but didnt fit right.

Though the heart is beating really strong, people can see there are rough edge in the old man’s heart.

The young man smirk and the laugh. “u must be joking. Compare it, mine is perfect and beauty, urs is a mess full of scars and tears.”

"yes." the old man said. "urs is perfect looking. But i would never trade my heart with u."

"u see, every scar represent a person who i gave my love. I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them."

"and some of them give me back a piece of their hearts, which fits into empty place of my heart."

"but the pieces arent exact, so there will be still a little hole in my heart. But i cherish it, coz it reminds me of love that we shared."

"there were times when i give piece of my heart and they dont return the piece of theirs. It made the empty holes."

"but im okay with it. giving love is taking a chance. Although the holes of my hearts is painful, as they dont give their love back."

"It reminds me of the love we shared, and someday, new love will come and fill the empty space i’ve been waiting."

Do not fear to love. Do not fear to get hurt. Someday, someone will bring the pieces we miss, and fits in our hearts well.
Let’s tear a piece of our beautiful hearts. Give it to people. Share our loves. And love will come back to us.

Every Saint Has a Past Every Sinner Has a Future

A long time ago, a hooker went to a priest for a talk.

"dear, Father, I need to talk to u."

"what’s that,young lady?" the priest answers.

"you see, I'm doing sins. I flirt men, I use open shirt to seduce. I use my eyes and my beauty to get them. You know, I sell myself for money."

"and why u do that?"

"I need money to feed my life. And this is the easiest way. But I know this is wrong. I’m gonna change myself when I find a good man to marry."

"I will repent"

The priest said, “I don't agree with that. But remember, every time you do that sins I want you to punch a nail into the door in your bedroom.

And when you finally find a good man for you, I want you to pull all the nails from the door.”

The woman agreed, and came back home.
3 years after that, that girl came to the priest and cry.

She said that she finally found a good man to marry her that she loves so much. 
But the day before the wedding, he cancel it.

Because he found out from his friends about who she really was. The wedding cancelled.

She asked the priest, “why this happened to me. I promised God that I will never do that sins again if I marry him. Why God didn't help me?!”

The priest said ,”did you do what I order you about the nails?”

"yes", she said.

"Did you pull all the nail when you met him?"

"Yes", she said

"Did you see what happened to the door?"

"Yes", she said, while covering her face from tears

The priest said, “the nails might be pulled from the door. But the holes, and the scars in the door will always remains to be sins.”

-sometimes we believe that we are free to do sins and think that if one day we stop it, we will be cleaned from it. The fact is not. The scars and the holes will always be remembered by people around us.